WHO AM I
THAT YOU WOULD KNOW ME FROM THE START
SET ME APART
WHO AM I
THAT YOU WOULD PLACE ETERNITY
INTO MY HEART

YOU HAVE GIVEN TO ME
MORE THAN THIS WORLD COULD GIVE
MY PURPOSE IS FOUND IN YOU

ONE LIFE, I LAY AT YOUR ALTAR
ONE LOVE, I HAVE WITH YOU
TOUCH ME AGAIN
FILL ME AS YOU HOLD
MY OUTSTRETCHED HANDS
ONE WORD, YOU KNOW I WILL FOLLOW
ONE HEART, BROKEN TO YOU
USE ME AGAIN
YOUR MERCIES FOLLOW ME
FOR ALL MY DAYS

Carol Tan
HoGc :D
Ex Northbrooks - Northbrooks alumni
Republic Poly, W35L to w46h! :D
Loves Guitaring, Singing, Drumming
Loves God, Love People, Love life, Love food!
The Future is going to be amazing because it is in His hands (:

-9:55 PM













I realize that recently i have been taking alot of photos. (=
I have been reading "Whose child is this" by Bill Wilson! One of the most powerful book, it is just like the heavenly man once you start reading you cant stop. Yesterday alone i have read 100pages and i going to finish the book by today! So life changing, so inspired.

What are you living for?
What are you tired for?
Where are you going?
What is your point b?

So many thoughts kept running through my minds
Felt confused about some things
I decided to align my heart on the right path again (=

Ytd during QT with the cell group, i felt God in such a tangible way.
God spoke to me alot of things and such a great timing
This is the season of growth!
A season of changing, moulding, breaking the "I"
A season of fruitfulness..
A season of breakthrough!
A season of love! (=


My heart will always know its place
I see it coming..
One way, one life, one truth!



-5:47 AM


At The Beginning

We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we’d have to go through
Now here we are, I’m suddenly standing
At the beginning with you


No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope, you were there to remind me
This is the start


And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I’ll be there when the world stops turning
I’ll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you


We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you


And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I’ll be there when the world stops turning
I’ll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you


Knew there was somebody, somewhere
A new love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I’ve been waiting so long
Nothing’s gonna tear us apart




-4:16 AM





some random pic taken today!
hahaha. i very lazy to blog abt what happening because there is simply too much.
I LOVE MY LIFE, EVERY SECOND OF IT! :D
from school to work to church, simply everything!
obviously i have problems, but it is the way you respond to it that matters.
Happiness is a decision and not circumstances.
Everyday i wake up i tell myself i am the happiest person and i begin to call forth things that do not exist as though they did.
Believing and seeing the unseen :D
Now is the time for breakthrough and nothing is going hold me back!
I cant wait for holidays although i am enjoying school. HAHA.
Exciting things coming up like VBS, Christmas etc!
Anyway camp is a blast last weeek, totally inspired & refreshed!

OTHERS CAN, I CANNOT!


-9:31 AM







some random pictures. which there is so much more and michelle haven sent me. HAHAS. (:
anyways today met lingyin and brenda, we had a really fun fun time and we laugh till mad can. we went dhouby ghaut first and then to church. service was powerful as ever lah. i am amazed totally especially at the altar call part. :D
after that had launching, so many thoughts, like what roy said it is always about people!
then went brenda's dad coffeeshop and ate, talk, laugh and go mad together.
too tired to blog now, tomorrow need wake up early to meet weimin, gab, mich for breakfast and then meeting and then hospi.
very happily tired (((((((((((((((((:


-8:08 PM


Zone camp next weeek. I just finish the Zone blog! It is going be exciting! Parachute band is coming! WOOOOO :D I going stay a day more before the camp because part of camp team so staying over in church from tuesday to friday (: Then morning all the RP going to go school tgt and we seriously going to wake each other up because next week there is UT as well. Going to be so so so fun. I just cant wait man! :D Going to bring alot of toothpaste to help people to do facial on the sabo night! :)

My new book i brought. Haven started reading yet. HAHA. It take 2 months to reach singapore from US! It is a very powerful book man!

My beloved cousin :D



My loves!




So many thing happen yesterday and to think of it was really funny. How people think and perceive things.

Proverbs 18:21 - Death and life are in the power of the tongue, And those who love it will eat its fruit.

Lets speak life because speaking death can kill people emotionally. (:
I must really make an effort to speak even more life and take note of the slighest details because some people really take things to heart.
I know who is my real friends in class man. So proud of them :D
I really treasure the great atmosphere we have in HoGc, all clean jokes, no gossips, no backstabbing, respecting authority, always serving. (((((:
No one is perfect, i know i am not or even near. But i am really trying man! WOO!

Now is the time for growth. Upsize 700!
So many things i want to do. Sometimes when the timing is the best, there will always have things to happen to stop it and break the relationship and momenturm.
The more problems there is, the more zealous i will make sure things work!

I am the happiest person on earth.
I love my life!
I call forth things that do not exist as though they did.

Later i meeting Lingyin and Brenda to hangout and after that i going service. :D
I think they are both sweet in their own ways and they are still so young. HAHS. Weekend is always powerpack, so exciting and life changing. I need to grow! A bigger hearted for OTHERS! My life shall not revolved myself and myself.
Be Big, Think Big, Grow Big!

Tmr is the final camp meeting! So exciting! But i am going for 1 hour then i go hospitality already. Another chance to serve! :DDDD Despite all that has happen i so happy becos i know my reason for living and my purpose and destiny is secured!


-7:58 AM


What an fruitful weekend :D


I LOVE MY PASTORS! (:
As i came home with my CG pple.. we began to talk about how powerful is ytd and today sermon. I feel it coming.. BREAKTHROUGH like never before!
Today as i am being prayed, i laid on the floor and felt God's presence so so strongly.. Such a sweet presence of God's love. It is time to rise up again, it is the time to breakthrough, it is time to put OTHERS first. Now is the time!


Pastor Lia only slept for 2 hours last night or rather she only slept at 8am in the morning today just to prepare sermon for us. Even though she was very tired but she still preach with just passion and fire. I can really feel the annionting during worship and such sweet presence. I think only our Pastors will do it for us, they LOVE us so much. So so proud to have them as my spiritual parents in my life, really felt super blessed.


Today i did hospi! I always learn new things during hospi and i alot through observation. Just by being to serve Pastors, i really felt privillage. Haha. Even though it is just preparing food for Pastors, bringing it to them and just serving them. (:


This week is really a powerpack & fruitful week. Although i am really tired now but it is all worth it. I love my life! I feel that i am burning with fire now, ready to go anytime. HAHA. What more better life than to lay it down for this greatest cost. I just brought another book today or rather 2 before another book i going get next week. I brought "Whose child is this" by Bill Wilson, heard from Denise that this book took 2months to arrive after the ordered from US. Precious man. Another book i brought is "Hinds feet on high places" which is another very powerful book.



There's no escaping the truth, there's no mistaking it's you
There's no escaping your love, there's no mistaking your light


-8:11 AM

so proud of myself.
3rd post of the day!
HAHAHA. i am editing blog now.
i am missing so many people now!
miss alot people seriously! HAHAHAHA. :D


-7:38 AM



One word, You know i will follow
One heart, broken to You




-7:03 AM


Oh. so many thoughts coming to my mind.
sometimes it is great to be simple (:
loving routine, simply loving what you are doing. simply loving God :D
16 more days and i will be 4year old as a christian!
Without God, Church, Pastors & leaders that have sown in my life, i won't be who i am.
Although i know i am not perfect but at least i am changing.

somehow i see different faces everyday and i really observe alot. the good and the bad.
i have been reading alot lately, still reading people person which is still with Alton now and some business books that my boss pass me. I think my perpective change alot after more reading, not so naive to think on the surface.

I gotta STOP procrastinate! I read from a book by Bob Adams, sometimes by prioritze the less importants things we end up not doing which is super true. I going to be more effecient and do things NOW!


Today got woke up at 7plus by my aunt because she wanted to ask if i wanted to get a ride back home. But i wanted to spend more time with my grandmother and cousin so i stayed for breakfast and lunch. Whenever if i have time i would always go find time for my grandmother and cousins, because sometimes when they aged they do not have alot of people to talk to. Of cos there will be age gap but just spending time will her happier (: I love to see people smile and seeing people happy! My uncle condo is inside so very difficult to come out because need to walk a distance so often she stayed at home to watch tv. How boring can tht be. HAHA. I bringing my grandmother out to eat next sat and after that to church. She said she will come if she is feeling better. I can't wait for her to come even though the praise and worship might not be her era one. But the word of God is the same man. How i hope one day my whole family can come church together! I believe it will come to past. Faith! Somehow it is just coming to church, but it is the love of God, the presence and the atmosphere. I just love my life! My past is redeemed, my present is secured and my future is DECIDED! The future is going to be so AMAZING! WOOHOO!


Tomorrow i am going sentosa with c7 & c2. Brenda msg me just now and then after we msg awhile then i called her to come with us tomorrow and she is coming! I miss her man. HAHA. It is going to be exciting. Going to use this chance to get tanned! :D As i look though the calander i noticed that Nov & Dec is a super busy month. VBS,Camp and alot more. So many chance to pon school. HAHAHA. Need to plan carefully (:

UPSIZE 700!

I call things that do not exist as though they did.

BREAKTHROUGH LIKE NEVER BEFORE!



-8:16 AM



HEYS!
ytd went to office in the afternoon. (:
after that met joy van adli din yuhan gary to dinner at bugis. haha.
i ate pepper lunch. it was nice man. :D
i realise that gary's joke is really funny! HAHAHA.
anyways trained back with them. so fun.


today.
did QT for 2.5hours. super super powerful okays :DDDDDD
gotta to do more of these man!
then i went my uncle house to stay over because i promise my cousins.
they are super lovely! :D
so tommorrow i going back home after having breakfast here.

i going meet michelle tmr! :D super exciting. ohhhhhh. thursday we going sentosa. cant wait for it man


1000 is easy! UPSIZE 700!


I give my life to honour this xD


-10:10 AM

Choices

I think life is all about making choices.
Choices sums up your life.
I have made many choice to who i am today.
I have found my destiny and found my reason for living.


I choose to be happy even though circumstances might not be good
I choose to be faith filled instead of EMO
I choose to love instead of hate
I choose to speak life
I choose to put other first
I choose to be others centered
I choose to LIVE and not just EXIST!
I choose to love my life even though there are a million reason not to.
I choose to believe in a God that is ever true and faithful even when we are not.
I choose to serve others instead of being serve.
I choose to throw away pride


I knw what i am doing.
I am just loving my life, won't exchange it for others.
I feel that i am happy because i choose to be.
There is this joy that is always flowing out of me, not just trying to be happy but from inside i am happy.
I found my reason for living and not just existing


One life, live it!
going to love like never before
growing to be like never before
going to breakthrough like never before
going to be faithful like never before


If you want things you never had before, do the things you never done before!
I CAN DO IT!







-10:03 PM

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